Lastly, do enjoy your stay. :-)
i hate drama but i watch it happen. i call it - Life.
"i am not the nicest person in this planet. but i make up for it in looks and in taste."
I am in love with: the del Rosario, Mendoza and Saure Clan. High School girlfriends and College boyfriends AAANNNNDDD GIRLFRIENDS. :]] My schoolclickMe!and my bedroom. ice-cold Cherry Coke. Starbucks' venti Caramel Frap. Nenuco's scent. and Elizabeth Arden's Green Tea. Strawberries. Memories. and Love Stories. this CITY and its NIGHT Life. One Tree Hill's season three. All books and all seasons of Gossip Girl. Butch Walker's songs and knocknock jokes. Rainbows. Clouds. Sandcastles. Beachy brights. Happy Endings. Killer Sunsets. Sunny Days. and a romantic TWILIGHT.
When I say I love you, I mean it. I love hugging and being hugged. I love looking at the night sky using a telescope. Sometimes, I stay up all night long just to wait for the sunrise. ONe day, I would love to see the Northern Lights.. and ride the gondola in venice. and take a trip in a hot air balloon. and watch a meteor shower. and give more than i could afford to charity.
Here we go again..I do this every year. Hehe.
1.] things i...
tasted: all sorts of alcohol. how's that.
looked at: the breathtaking view at MaryHill overlooking the whole polluted city of Manila. :) That's the most spectacular i've got this year.
smelled: Gian Pike's superscent. Wala akong masabi.
heard: I actually enjoyed listening to Mo Twister every morning allthroughout the year. It was my first year of listening to his show.
touched: my very own -- 18 roses.
2.] Experiences i will cherish...
My 18th birthday, Valentine's 2007, Summer Bliss 2007, 3rd year 1st sem, Retreat with 3ITB, sembreak 2007, Christmas 2007, Endless reunions, Saturdays with Prima, Sunday brunches and dinners with La Familia, Blogging Days, bored moments, concerts, parties, cramming times, deadlines, late night coffee breaks, lunch breaks with deadlies, long breaks.. break it down, yooooo. hahahaha.
3.] Life lessons i learned... H
STUDY HARD. PARTY HARDER.
- Okay, That was an old one. here's another one:
Life is a mess. It is chaos personified. But i happen to enjoy mine like you do because i see you reading my blog everyday. How fuckin awesome. Hahahahah. DON'T CRITICIZE MY LIFE WHEN YOU ARE NOT EVEN A PART OF IT. angkapal mo.
4.] this belief I outgrew...
There is a ghost in my room. IT WASN'T TRUE.
5.] this conviction I lived by...
This never fails: LIARS go to hell.
6.] these risks i took...
Let go of the rope and let the person holding it fall off and DIE. Hahahahhahahahah. *evil laugh*
Joke lang. Seriously, it was letting go. :) I did well.
7.] these sufferings that strengthened me...
sleepless nights.
8.] what influenced me most...
person: KC Concepcion.
book: Seven Deadly Sins. Gossip Girl.
event: College Week? eheh.
9.] what i regret...
Okay, this is recordbreaking. Every year, i leave this portion blank or just type nothing BECAUSE i regret absolutely nothing. This year, i found a single thing that i actually regret doing because it has done so much damage in me, in my life. If there was one thing i regret doing this year 2007, it was : holding the door i shut a long time ago open and letting you back into my life. You've caused so much damage.
10.] the persons who meant so much to me...
My whole DEL ROSARIO family. We've gone through a lot this year compared to the previous years. It has been a tough yet exciting year for us. Cheers to staying together! I love every single crazy relative i have.
Prima. Ceej. Big ears. Poker. Bitch. Bujay? Whatever name i call you, you know how you mean to me much much more than any other cousin do. To hell with favoritism. Hahaha. I have no idea how i would have ended up hadn't you showed up everytime i needed to scream or break into tears or shop for the most stupid shorts or spraypaint my door or need someone to sleep beside me. I wouldn't survive the broken-roller-coaster of 2007 without you. It was a very dangerous ride. I would've died. Thank you for always saving me, Prima. I love you.
April. Nobody takes care of me when i'm wasted better than you do. I know that i haven't known you for so long, but i wanted to tell you that YOU will always be my bestfriend. :) This year, we both had our own share of ups and downs and I love you for sticking with me and making things work between the two of us.
Mon. through all the schoolwork, driving you home, walking with me on the way home, being the meanest in the world.. I want you to know that noone will ever take your place in my life. that's corny. But shyeah, we've shared enough memories, secrets, laughters and tears so im gonna keep you in my life whether you like it or not. I love you..!
Sandy. You are one hell of a winning girlfriend. Walking down the school hallway is never fun without you and our wedges. Heehee. You got me through my worst and best hair days. Thank you for putting up with me and my weirdness all throughout the year. Look back girl, we've pretty much finished a lot of jobs and cleaned up some trash. :) We both deserve the best things in life. Good luck in everything. I love you.
Jeana, Kim, Lucyl, Amaine, Tin plus Jenna :). I miss you most of the time. But thank you for never changing and still being there for me everytime and for all sorts of things you have done for me. :) I love you girls so much i wouldn't trade you for anything in this world.
Dannyhoney. Yeah, it's you. Dan Arevalo. Wala lang. I just missed blogging about you since you're not around anymore. Alright, yeas, i miss you. It was hard not having you around. Like, when i randomly blurt out something and nobody reacts. Nobody gets me. And i tell myself, Dan would've said this.. or Dan would've laughed at that.. OKay, enaf. Sobrang flattered na yung isa jan. Hehehehe.. It was a little lonely without you this Christmas. I miss you. I love you. Take care of yourself there.
Villy. Stay cute, bunny.
Bry. Buti pa ang patay nagpaparamdam. Papatayin na kita. Hoy lagdameo, magpakita ka!
Miggy Boi. It was nice having serious talks with you pag matino ka. Haha. Alam kong mahusay ang mga advice ko. Humayo ka't magpakabait. Uki?
Joanna. Thank you for always being sweet and for staying silly with me. I love you, honey. :)
Lendl. You are one crazy piece of japanese ass. Thank you for all the stories that kept me entertained.
Jamart. For all the song lyrics, movies and foodtrips... I love you for putting up with me everytime i mess with your laptop. I do it on purpose to see how considerate you are. ayiii.. haha. Stay mabait. Lab you.
Hans. You've been like a brother to me inspite of every bitchy thing i've done. Thanks for staying in my life. Love you, kuya hans.
Regh and Dianne. I'm glad how we've managed to become closer this year. I find it really touching that you're willing to share with me the intimate moments of your life. I love you both.
By, eric, Jobo. Thanks for lettin me in and for all sorts of favors you've done for me. :)
Gelo. I know you read my blog. :) Haha. I will never forget that time na sobrang hirap nung sysad nung 1st tas umiyak ako outside ng dip lab. You were there. THanks sa hug. I love you.
Pike. Save nio raw new number nia: 09272530646. Oh yan. Tignan naten kng di pa dumami katext moh. hahahaha.
Merle. We miss having you around.
Jorj..!!! It's been a fun fun fun year with you.. let's make the next one happier. Stay sweet. I love you.
ELEN. You've been with me through every trip and fall i made down the stairs. Thanks for all the wonderful memories i wouldn't have made if you weren't with me. I enjoyed November 1 this year because of you. hehe. I LOVE YOU.
Dapple. Are you with us? i miss you.
Jill. I miss you, too.
KC, Angelie, Ara, Abbey and Al. I want to be with you guys soooo bad. We'll find the perfect time okay? I miss all of you. Wherever you are right now, i wish you read this and know that I still LOVE each of you just as much as i have years ago.. *keeeees*grouphug*
ahem.. the whole 3-IT-B. I've shared with you more than half the details of my life. Thank you for never letting me down and not making me regret the trust i've given each one of you. I love all of you soooo much.
hmmm.. Sir Erwin. I gotta thank you. for all sorts of things. :) I've only known you for a year but i love our bond. You've shown so much support, care and sweetness to me and i would never give it back for anything in this world. I love you.
for the rest of the IT soc. You inspire me to do better everytime.
for the rest of the DBTC community. Thanks for being my second family.
to all my friends fromPCS. We seriously need to partey. ahehe.
Okay i seriously tried to type every name that would come into my mind.. So if i missed anyone, im really so sorrry. But i love you all. For making such a big big big impact when you crashed into my life. You all have a special spot on my heart. This year have been so full of everything - lies, drama, tears, laughter.. 2007 wouldn't be the same without any of you. What i am now at the end of this year, i owe it to every one of you. Heart you all -BEA
11.] my unfulfilled desires...
to have a boyfriend? hahaha. kidding. So far wala naman. Every desire has been fulfilled. Love eeet.
I don't know how to start blogging about the thousand happenings that just passed by. The last days before Christmas has been so hectic - spent at every store in the mall deciding which stuff to buy for who, wrapping presents and adding a little spunk to it by putting personalized cards, attending simbang gabi, having meals "strictly" together, bearing with Globe's fucked up network, attending reunions, last minute shopping for dresses, shoes.. drinking coffee at starbs in between shopping.. then shopping some more. In short, every event was just around the corner giving us so plently of opp to dress up. I completely loosened up and relaxed.
Wednesday, December 19, 2007 -- Last day at school. Submitted our Abstract and SysAd assignment. Then watched Because I said so with Joanna. We fell in love with Mandy Moore's outfits. Looooove. Then I went to makati afterwards to shop a little and attend the mass with Mommy. Had coffee afterwards at Strabucks and scored double stickies. Then walked around once more ang bought another ring from Firma.
Thursday, December 20, 2007 -- Went to Glorietta and did some SERIOUS shopping. This was the day i scrutinized every item from every store to see if it's worth giving. I finished after lunch. Texted my dad to borrow the car keys and stash my shopping bags in the trunk. I was at the Parking Lot when Jubail texted saying they're already at Glorietta. So we met up - Sandy, Jubail, Ponti and Me. Shopped some more (with Sandy). Then ate at Food Choices. Went to Greenbelt - and claimed Sandy's planner at Starbs. Then had dinner with Mommy and Daddy afterwards. :) It's been a long day.
Friday, December 21, 2007 -- Had brunch with Sir Erwin and the rest of the IT society. Gave them my gifts. Glad they liked it. *smiles* After eating, We took pictures and everyone laughed at Jamart. Hahahahahaha. Then partied at night with Sir Erwin, Dep and Angel. :)
Saturday, December 22, 2007 -- Woke up late and ate merienda with my cousins. My head was pounding the whole time. Then went back home, dressed up and went to Bedspace, Greenbelt 3 for our first THESIS MEETING. Hands down, it was a serious brainstorming session. :) Went home around 2 am. Besprend, Jolo, Bebe, Deadly and Miggy -- *cheers to a successful thesis*. Let's drink to that.
Sunday, December 23, 2007 -- I almost didn't want to wake up. Family brunch at Saisaki. My head was pounding the whole time. CEEJAE and I saw each other for the first time in a long time. That bitch. So, then we shopped. We just can't NOT shop. I bought a dress at Bayo and we searched the whole Glorietta for the perfect hoodie. And we found it *guess where* at -- the Kids of Bayo. Siraulo ka Ceejae. Today, we also watched Enchanted at g4, c1. It was a spur-of-the-moment decision (as always). We just finished eating and we remembered our pinkie swear then we saw that Enchanted was still showing. So we watched it right away. Had so much fun this day that we forgot to take pictures. Ceejae said that. HAha.
Monday, December 24, 2007 -- Christmas Eve. I woke up with my iPod still playing in my ears. Got up and saw all my stuff still scattered around my room. A pile of new lingerie was on my couch - obviously, from Tita Way. Again. The new Skechers Cali Gear was on the bean bag. My hair was on my face and i still smelled the perfume i sprayed last night - Estee Lauder's Pleasure. Still on my bed was a bulk of dresses i fitted last night to decide which one to wear at the Family Dinner tonight. Shopping bags, crumpled gift wrappers and my half-opened post-christmas gifts were everywhere. It was heaven. Hahahaha. Although, this wasn't supposed to be new to me anymore because this happens everytime i shop, but it's DIFFERENT today. Because IT eees CHRISTMAS. :) Morning, had breakfast with Lola Ysabel, Tita Bing, Tita Lee, Tito Bong and my cousins Marco and Pao. Night - the usual - had mass at Greenbelt Chapel, had dinner at Merced and exchanged gifts. Every gift given to me was from Mango. Otherwise, it's cash. How's that. I Love that. Hahaha.
Ceejae: You're naked! How can you have noche buena naked?! half naked..
Tuesday, December 25, 2007 -- HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS. We had nothing to do at home so we (nikho, mom and dad and i) went driving around the city. Anywhere but here - my dad said. We thought of just going anywhere malapit sa house, kaso -- Andumi sa Malate. Wahaha. So nauwi paren sa Greenbelt. First stop - Starbucks. I almost completed by sticker card tonight. I'm having a planner soon!! The guy beside me was kind enough to give me his stickies -- Miss, would you like to have my stickers? Loooove. Ambait. So, we strolled around but no store was open. Wala kaming nabili. tsshhaha. Then, went to Blue Wave and had dinner at Shakey's. When we got home, it was 1:30 am and i just had to watch Serendipity. I watch it every Christmas. It's tradition. Hehe. We watched it together though. At the end of the night, my brother and I fell asleep between my mom and dad. It was soooo sweet i wish someone had taken a picture of us. MERRY CHRISTMAS everyone. *cheers*
Last night after Prog class, Mon, Oyenz and I headed to Greenbelt to attend the first simbang gabi at 8pm - it's equivalent to that first simbang gabi kaninang 5am. Well, but sans the morning dew sensation - the three of us (me, oyenz, mon) experienced real simbang gabi pleasure when Papa treated us to 3 hot Bibingkas and cold c2 iced tea. Yummmmmmm. Plus, squidballs. Hahaha. It was verrry sinful, we know - foodtrip before the mass. Hahahahahah. But . Well, to tell you people honestly.. The main reason we really went there -- was (you've pretty much guessed it from the title of this post) -- to join the *GetReadyForThis* -- The Starbucks Planner Quest. Hahahaha. Last month, i was thinking that the stupid sticker-collectin' was lame. But with Sandy and Mon's influence.. i'm into "The Quest" now. It has, like, already became the tradition of everyone to have that Starbucks Planner every year. Like, if you go back to school next year and you don't have that planner in your bag -- You are NOT cool. It's pride. Hahaha. So, i just started last night, with mon - I got 2 stickies.. and then this morning, with my mom and dad - 5 stickies. So, that was 2 plus 5 equals 7 stickies! All within one day! Loveeeee.. Teeheee!
And.. i also did what i promised myself - that this weekend i'm finally gonna go buy patent oversized bags - so, i bought two from Firma. One is red and the other is blue. Prima -- hey, i know you're saying Awwwwwwww. :))) Their new paperbag is divine. Shyeahaha.
Plus.. I'm -- gonna stop ranting nonsense. Haha. I'm just loving it that vaykay's just a few days from now and for this week we have nothing to worry about except our abstract. Due on Wednesday. We'll work on it BAMMS.
It's as if a century had passed since I've been this way - full of wistfullness, nostalgia, abstraction, vagueness.. or whatever you want to call it. The REASON?
>Christmas is 9 days from now.
and..
My Birthday is 28 days from now. I'll be turning 19 in less than a month!!!! Yay.
I gotta do a wishlist. And find people who'll grant them. Woehehe. <333>
P.S. GOOD STUFF: AKO NA LANG NATITIRANG UNLI SA MUNDO ng GLURB! hahahahah!
I have just spent the whole week getting involved in school.. :) College week sa DBTC at andaming gimik. How can i resist? Yeah. haha. This year's College Week has been, in fact, Eh-mazing.. Congrats to everyone to every course because every program was a success. Everybody's hardwork did pay off. Bigtime. :) *cheers to that*
Sandy: hurry up! The divine squad is here. By feat emac!
Bea: langya ka humanda ka sakin pagdating ko.
Upon my arrival, Sandy and I scream: PICTURE!! And everybody just shook their head and walked away. Haha. Oh well, what can i say? - New cam. Canon PowerShot S5 IS. 8 megapix. 12xOptical Image Stabilizier. Face detection. and lots of wicked features. Die with envy. *evil laugh*
During the briefing. Everyone's gathered in a large circle. Somebody arrives.
Sir Loi: *ultra shocked facial expression* Hoy ang aga mo!!! Pag klase naten lagi kang late!
Hahahahaha. If you saw the expression on his face matatawa k tlga.
In the VOLVO,
Bea: mama burmese un.
Mama: eh ikaw ano ka?
Bea: obese.
Sandy.villy: LOL.
In the volvo.
Mama: uy si villy oh.
Villy: sanay na po ako.
Mama: wow ung kutis nio ni sandy halatang halatang rich kayo.. ibang iba compared dun oh.
- it's not a joke but i posted it because nkakatunaw ung compliment ni mom. hehe. Thanks ma. We know it.
after the motorcade ANNOUNCEMENT: Jubayl Pedro has arrived.
during PROG night class.
Kuya Eric: *coughNumber12cough*
Sir King: Patay tayo jaaaaan...
Hahahaha. Lagot na. =))
Tuesday. Long day at the Gym. They made me sing the Philippine National Anthem against my will. I sang it with all my heart and everybody melted. Yeah, melted into laughter. Hahahahaha. Mejo pumerformance level ako. Pero super correct naman lyrics ko noh. and I'm proud of it. I've got a big sign plastered on my forehead saying: La Pinay! wooohooo! So, we stayed at the gym (for 12 long hours) from noon this day up to nearly 12 midnight and just came out when we needed to eat. I had fun with the whole IT society. :)
- Natawa ako dun sa part na jumoin si sir emac sa game (the whole gym was cheering him on) and everybody kept on passing the ball back to him. Hahahahaha. As in, pati yung kalaban, binibigay nasakanya yung bola! Hahahahaha. Super laftrip.
- Ponti looked so angelic this night because of somebody's presence.
- Somebody shouted: Go Pontinares! hahahahha. Patawa.
- Regh kept pushing me and insisting na umamin na daw ako. Hahahaha. For what????
- Jubayl yung rayuma mo dahan dahan.. - Mag-arthro ka muna. - Dianne, anong nakita mo? haha.
Every comment was sooo mean kaya kung wala ka hindi ka matatawa. Hahahaha.
Wednesday. Woke up late and went to school before lunch. Met up with everyone, bought Coke and Popcorn then Went up to Savio Audi and watched the Variety Show with Sir Erwin. Sooooobbbbrang kuul nung Jesus Christ performance. Anggaling. Parang concert lang. Pero sobrang crumack-up talaga ako dun sa Reflection. Hahahaha.
Sir Erwin: Ikaw ah.. Bat tawa ka ng tawa? Sira yung salamin? Hahahah.
Bea Ikaw may sabi nian..
Thursday. Elec in the morning. Had lunch at amici.
Dharie: Payatot!
Dianne: Pandak!
Then Greenhills shopping spree with sandy, regh, dianne, miguel, jubayl, ponti and ended up with a headache. Panalo yung car ni Jubayl. Hahaha. I ended up with a really really worse than ever headache.. i was literally lying on the stage while watching the game because of too much pain.
Friday: IT wins!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We're the champion! Guys, remember that you owe it to our winning cheermovess!! Hahahahahah! Walang kokontra! -- That was Me, Sandy, Dharie and Regh. :) Congrats to the whole IT society - unbeatable, yo. Haha. Move on losersss.
After the game, we headed to the Battle of the Bands. Ate dinner while watching. Then everybody agreed to a session at Total. Hopped into Jubayl's car and rolled out of school.
The night has ended. The week has ended.. as usual, with Me and my dad in the Volvo - on the way home.
The car comes to a really, really sudden stop in front of 7-eleven.
Bea: Oh bakit?
Papa: Air freshener.
hahahahaha. What a night i was having.
I knew it from the moment i woke up yesterday morning - with just an hour of sleep, a bad weather waiting outside, colorcoding and sandy's eyeliner stuck on my eyelid (i swear anghirap niyang tanggalin) AND my gut feeling - that the day was gonna suck. and I was just. damn. right. Today, I almost failed my 1st quiz in Elec. I wanted to hit my head on my armrest for that. I suck, man. What's new. *tries to make an emo face* hmmm. *fails to make an emo face* Haha. *thinks about something good* ProbStat after elec -- Sir Ricky continues to inspire me. *sings* Love it when he say Okayyy. heiyehey.. :) *ehem* And he was kind enough to give us an early dismissal.
So, after a long day of Elec. and Probstat. We were obviously starving. Hmmmnot really starving starving. We were more like starving craving. And at the moment, we were longing for the sugary shweetness of Julie's Bakeshop, yo. So, out of Don Bosco we went, still in our corporate-attoirs, and headed for Julie's.
Sandy, Regh and Dianne bought ube cakes. I bought muffins. I took a bite as the lady handed me my muffins.
Sandy: Let's eat it here na lang kaya..
Everybody agrees and grabs a seat in front of the mirrored wall.
We take pictures. Laughlaugh.
minutes later..
I order a coke.
Sandy thinks Sprite is a better option.
I pay for my Coke. get a straw. and take a sip from it.
..........
Regh slightly nudges me and say:
Regh: Kanina pa nakatingin yun sa atin oh.
Bea: Napansin mo rin pala..
And it was not a normal tingin. The guy - grotesque~lookin guy to be exact - was staring and observing us. Regh and Dianne were kind of worried but I was relaxed telling them na baka umaadmiring look lang yung guy - but NO he definitely wasn't giving us a look of admiration. Still.. We kept our composure, ignored the guy and continued eating. And thankfully, The guy left. *sigh of relief* Then as we were nearly finished eating, there he came again. We started to freak out. Because there he was, at the counter of the bakeshop, and to our horror - with 2 more hoodlums with him. All three of them merged and were now doing the freaky-staring as they pretended to buy bread. Regh was starting to panic because believe me, they were reallllly freaky. You would understand if you were there with us. They were staring and exchanging knowing glances with each other - obviously planning to do something. I tried to act cool. I had to. To make my girls feel like i'm the one in control. I told them to stay put. Then i told Sandy to text the guys and tell them to come and get us. We could'nt just get out and leave because the goons were still there. Just beside the bakeshop, taking a peek at us. My phone's battery is dead. Sandy texted miguel and the rest of the world. Regh texted, too. And the freaks were still there. Dude, they're too obvious. But you see, they weren't doing anything to us... yet. So, even if we were already hypothesizing in our minds about what these guys have to do with us, we still have to shut up. Because even if we think that they're gonna do something heinous, we still have no evidence whatsoever to back that shit up. Diba? We just stood still.. as in.. pakiramdaman to the next level.. waiting for whoever arrives to come and get us out of there.
Then just a couple more minutes, By and Miggy arrives. We almost cried as we jumped up at the sight of them. We went out of Julie's and started walking back to school. The bastards were still looking as we left. Fuck. They scared us to death.
We were four girls trapped there. So imagine the trauma we experienced just because of foodtripping. The world really is a pit of fire and shadows. But We're alright. Cause we were rescued, beybeh. :) Thanks, really, to By and Miggy who came out to get us and guard us on the way back. It was so knight-in-shining-(armour) white shirt of them. Shyeahaha.
*hits play button*
I've been waiting for the right moment to play this song. Who would've thought i could feel a song at that kind of situation.. :) awww. We all owe it to miggy and by. hheehhehee. how cheesy.
To end the story... as what's been expected, my itay freaked out. Went to Don Bosco as soon as he could and fetched me at the gym (where we stayed). He brought me to Gbelt and together with mom, we ate dinner as i told them the story over and over and over..
Shhyeahaha. So what kung jologz ako because I watch Marimar? I enjoy eeet. So put up. or shut up. Pppfffbbt. ; -P
Now let's sit down and get serious.
Yesternight,
i was online and i was chatting with so and so. Just like the usual. And these people i'm chatting with told me the story i'm supposed to know. So now, I know it already.
TOUGH LOVE
Yesterday, x and y are at the gym together with the rest of the letters of the alphabet. (Ok, that's supposed to be funny.) So, x and y were watching a game. x felt the urge to go to the CR. So, x asked y if she can come with her to the loo. But y said she can't. That made x snap and say: hindi ka pala tunay na kaibigay eh - to y's face. x went to the CR and y burst into tears.
I'm pretty sure that x was just being sarcastic in a joking manner. But y took it seriously. That's why i'm giving both of these variables an advice: Talk it out again. Just the two of you. And don't pretend like nothing happened. because heaven knows that you two DO NOT want to hurt each other. right?
On the lighter side, don't you think it's great?
TO X:
Y did not fake herself to come with you to the CR even if she doesn't want to. It means that she's just being transparent enought to tell you that she can't do something she doesn't want just to please you. In a deeper meaning, what she did shows that SHE CAN'T BULLSHIT YOU JUST FOR YOU TO LIKE HER.
TO Y:
X was annoyed. So she snapped and said those words. But we both know that she did not mean it that you're a walangkwentang kaibigan. Diba? Do you honestly believe that YOU MEAN LIKE THAT TO HER? I wish you can see what she did from another side -- that she is a friend who can throw out her true feelings in front of you and not let it out behind you.
Makinig kayong dalawa saken.. I'm super sure that you two can work it out. Because if not, pareho ko kayong sasabunutan. Entyiende? Sa totoo lang, after everything that happened, mas minahal ko kayo parepareho. (drama na to.) Because.. it just goes to show that WE ARE all FRIENDS WHO STAB EACH OTHER IN FRONT.
"It's the difference between a dirty knife in your back and an open-heart surgery -- one kills, the other heals. What you have to say might be hard for her to hear, but at least she hears it straight from you and not through the rumor mill, after it's been chopped up and rearranged to mean something completely different from what you meant to say. So what if you fight it out? If love really means never having to say, "I'm sorry, " it's because you shouldn't have to say, "I'm sorry i didn't tell you sooner when i had the chance."
Every girl needs that one friend who moves past the empty "Okay lang yan" and tell her the truth, even if it's not what she wants to hear but what she needs to hear. If she knows you're still there for her even at her worst and (because you tell her that she's not being the greatest person or friend in the world right now but you love her anyway) she'll know you only want what's best for her in the end."
NEVER EVER TELL A LIE. Or HIDE THE TRUTH from your friend. -- >> FYI: They're the same.
"Walang kapatawaran ang pagtatraydor ng isang kaibigan." -- Marimar
