Date: Wednesday, November 30, 2005
Time: 3:15 PM

Only sum days had passed yet it feels like a month had already gone by.. it's been a nice and long weekend for me... better than last weekend (if you know what i mean).. my soul sister, sydney a.k.a. rockgoddess stayed at my crib for like 3 days...of course the 1st day was spent shopping in makati during d day... and partying under the moonlight at night... then the next days, were all bloghopping, movie marathon, food trip and serious kwen2han days -at my crib. The guestroom where she stayed became a total room of chaos and everything... i so totally love her. then come monday, my dad decided to take us all out for some shopping and dinner..

and it was all good.

Date: Monday, November 21, 2005
Time: 6:00 PM

just got home from greenbelt3.. met up with the most sensible person at the moment--Dan. We just chatted a little bit in Starbucks over some freakin frap.. and the barista was looking awfully gwapo.. as in.

Anyway, yes.. it was completely great that i already got my Visa Card back... that i am having a new bed soon... new carpet and lights would be added, too... my cropped bangs are also growing longer every week... and just got a pre-birthday gift from my parents --a tiara!! earrings, charm bracelets..a lot of diamonds and sterling silver accessories are actually laid out in my vanity table right now... As i stare at them, I just can't help but feel so complete, so perfect, so glam.. and so royal. Open my closet, and see my designer jeans, tops and skirts neatly aligned by colors.. then i thought_"yeah i know.. i can try on different outfits and play dress-up as many times as i want... and fool myself that i am having fun."_ but at this moment, I am not. It is a Rule of Royalty that a Princess shouldn't show emotions in front of people. It shouldn't be publicized that a Princess is currently heartbroken.. because a Princess wants no pity.--end of discussion.

Date: Thursday, November 17, 2005
Time: 3:39 PM

Tonight was so much better than last night... I just finished packing stuff for swimming class tomorrow... shucks, the dreaded swimming class.. I know that "if you got it" you must "flaunt it"... but this time... i don't think that motto would really work for me.. tomorrow... (READ: it's a requirement) i'll be wearing a swimsuit in front of just 4 girls and guys--10 times the number of girls... how fantastic is that? UUGGGHHH..!! just thinking about it makes me shiver in disgust..

Another thing...the fantaseries "Encantadia" is getting a lot more thrilling as its end's been drawing near... today's episode was entitled: "And pagkakaisa ng apat na sang'gre". It just touched my heart how those four (Pirena, Amihan, Alena and Danaya) finally reunited after a long period of feud. No matter how bad Pirena hurt each of them in the past, they didn't give forgiveness a second thought. The four of them were all crying because of so much joy that finally they're still with each other after all they have gone through. But when Sang'gre Pirena was brought to Sapiro to be welcomed.. not everybody was prepared for it. People were not ready to accept her thinking that history would just repeat itself over again. But The Queen (Amihan) 's daughter, Lira (the future queen) said something that went out to everybody's heart which made them forget what happened before and finally gives Sang'gre Pirena the chance she deserves.. Here's what Lira said:

"if we know how to ask for love
we should know how to give love
and if we know how to love
we should also know how to forgive.."

Date: Wednesday, November 16, 2005
Time: 9:50 AM

and i thought 2nd sem has a lot of thrill and excitement in store for me... but i was proven wrong... i am currently experiencing an intimate boredom in dB... professors who look like pashneas are all over the place... airheads breathing the same air with me inside the classroom... and nonsense points of discussion in classroom, chatrooms, cellphones and conversations with people in school.. shucks, everything is so boring and that just disgusts me... okay, okay... some of them makes sense naman.. like Dan's opinions (if im really looking for someone to talk with about topics that would keep my mind working, Dan is there).. then, Mon's juicy gossips (they're the spices that add a little spark in our days)... and April (her company really helps a lot.. when i need a burst of confidence, i wud just go like -"april, how do i look?" and she would sweetly say "bea, ganda prin.." And i really don't know how id survive a day in school without her)... and, and, and... wat else? will i forget the most special thing that makes sense? it's seeing Mr. waiowjeeaih+ everyday... it's up to you how to figure out who that guy is.. ahehehe... and oh.. my site is still awfully messed up.

Date: Tuesday, November 15, 2005
Time: 3:35 AM

A Princess is never late... Every body else is just too early.

I woke up this morning feeling dizzy because of so many things i did last night... did a lot of shopping with sydney, fireworks watching at night and kwentuhan sessions til midnight... and in case i missed something, our GLI royalty car overheated so i have to be in the dreaded state of commutation todei... my class was to begin by 8am but i left at the super late hour of 7:40.. ugh.. and imagine me riding that idiot jeepney.. i wanted to scream at the top of my lungs.. "MAnong driver!! stop making unnecessary stops nah!! im running late!! waah!!!" but as i got off in DBTC, (already 10 minutes late in my first class..) i still headed straight to the ladies' room to retouch... why? because i suddenly remembered the rule of Royalty.. that.....

A Princess is never late... Every body else is just too early.

Date: Sunday, November 13, 2005
Time: 3:56 AM

>_There's always a first time for everything...^_^

_it's been a really tiring day.. i started by waking up at exactly 8 am.. took my morning shower..den my mom did everything nah.. from my outfit, to my make-up up to my hair do... and by 10:30.. off we went to Robinson's Galleria for Seventeen Mag's Style Show and Tell... It was actually my first time to set my feet on this place.. i've heard so many great things about this Robinson's Galleria.. but now that i'm already here... i found that there's really nothing so spectacular about this place. it just a plain 'duh' and 'blah' mall. unlike in Greenbelt or in Glorietta, so full of class and all.. anyway, everything went smooth sailing naman khit na the mall was a little bit crowded... I headed straight to Summit Media Office.. signed up some info sheets.. answered sum of the questions sa interview... then the most exciting part: the photo shoot.. The studio was looking awfully cute though it makes me a little nervous because of all the eyes looking at me as i did those different poses the woman in there told me to do... ahehe.. the photo shoot lasted for about 20-30 minutes... after that, we left the mall na and decided to do our grocery shopping sa rustan's.. ksabay nun, mom said, i can also buy my swim wear daw doon since rustan's got an extensive selection naman pag dating sa swimwear... but the most amazing thing happened..: Our car overheated and we had to leave it dun sa stupid parking lot and call a tow away truck.. sumthing like that... and to top everything off, my ever smart father decided that we all take the MRT...! ugh... because he thought that getting a taxi would only lead us to a deadly traffic that spells F-O-R-E-V-E-R.. i was so disgusted that time.. but by the time na nakasakay na kmi sa train.. I actually enjoyed the whole ride... it was my first time to ride MRT and i found it really fun. hehehe... so, we got in makati as fast as lightning... mejo nabitin nga ako kc ang saya2 sa MRT.. wen we reached rustan's, inuna na namin ung swimwear kc excited na c mama na pumili... she pushed me (READ: PUSHED ME) real hard to buy this pink and black swimsuit.. im opting for an all black tankini pro mama insisted na better daw un and it's in my favorite and signature color pa:pink and black. and since i believe na mama bear absolutely knows best.. i listened to her.. got into the fitting room and poof!! it fits!! yey! galing galing tlga ni mama.. kya i bought that swimsuit nah.. ahehehe..^_^ after the swimwear, was the grocery.. d most boring part of the day.. i won't bother writing na what we bought there.. And that's how it ended.. im now sitting hir in front of my pC doing this blog, updating my still under-construction site and everything... sO so so so so tired... but i did enjoy a lot today. mwah..!