Lastly, do enjoy your stay. :-)
i hate drama but i watch it happen. i call it - Life.
"i am not the nicest person in this planet. but i make up for it in looks and in taste."
I am in love with: the del Rosario, Mendoza and Saure Clan. High School girlfriends and College boyfriends AAANNNNDDD GIRLFRIENDS. :]] My schoolclickMe!and my bedroom. ice-cold Cherry Coke. Starbucks' venti Caramel Frap. Nenuco's scent. and Elizabeth Arden's Green Tea. Strawberries. Memories. and Love Stories. this CITY and its NIGHT Life. One Tree Hill's season three. All books and all seasons of Gossip Girl. Butch Walker's songs and knocknock jokes. Rainbows. Clouds. Sandcastles. Beachy brights. Happy Endings. Killer Sunsets. Sunny Days. and a romantic TWILIGHT.
When I say I love you, I mean it. I love hugging and being hugged. I love looking at the night sky using a telescope. Sometimes, I stay up all night long just to wait for the sunrise. ONe day, I would love to see the Northern Lights.. and ride the gondola in venice. and take a trip in a hot air balloon. and watch a meteor shower. and give more than i could afford to charity.
SICK
..zirius. ang sakit ng lalamunan ko.. shickity shiyet. and i don't have the license to whine around and yell all over the house like i always do.. doi..? haLewur..? i need to blend with the wall.. or camouflage the best way possible.. they CANNOT notice me. im burning my grades. but that would be futile. mama's knows. irerepoRt niya pa rin kay papa. bloody tears. huhuhuhu. T____T I want to crash and burn.
STILL GOOD
..GOOD as DEAD. yeah beybeh. hahahahahaha. ulam na ko mamaya. huhuhuhuhuhu. what to do.. i can't be ulam. im not edible. i just look yummy. but i am not (READ: NOT) edible. huuhuuuhuhuuhuuh.. T____T
migahd.. anung oras nah.. sheht. parating na si papa..
I HAVE
..to think of an acceptable explanation for my sayad grades..
..longer locks.. hahaha. im thinking about braiding them tomorrow. *freakshow* hahaha
..to brainwash my mother so that she would forget about my grades and not tell papa. then i would burn the last shred of evidahnce - the grade report sent here at home.
..to forget about my silly plan
..an english assignment to do
papa bought me two pairs of skinny jeans yesterday. real skinny jeans. with some shitty embelishment on its pockets and shit. but i guess this news is only meant for prima. hahaha oh yan.. merun nako ceej.. iL be wearing it on the next time we meet. *chiiiiiis mwah*
actually,, im kind of pissed with the skinny jeans. I told him I want a new cellphone. hindi ko naintindihan kung alin dun sa "Papa upgrade mu na phone ko" ang feeling ni papa na katunog ng "Papa gusto ko ng skinny jeans". tsssss. Ohwell.. kailangan ko rin naman un. hahahaa. anggulo.
i just finished watching the final episode of Princess Hours some days ago. and Eeet was sweet.. hahaha. heart it. projects and assignments be damned.. tinapos ko talaga. =)) *zzzzzz*
my grades still suck. they're a load of crap. i really do not like loathe my subjects. IT doesn't suit me. I don't want to leave the school. But sooner or later, I know I have to. but READ: I WILL NOT. hahahahahahahaha. FIGHTING!!. labo ko ba? haha. sohreh.
i want to scream.. i'm a real picture of despair. ugh. Haay. I have nothing to look forward to. these days.. i have been moslty in my room just reading books, watching tv and typing away. Hmpff. I don't think it's healthy being alone.. I need someone. I would like a boyfriend.. But it's not necessary. and It's not possible. I should live with that .. Actually, I have no clue as to what I really want. Aaaahhhh.. Go figure eet out bitch.. Oh, and when I say boyfriend, it could mean a person. hmmm .. malamang. person talaga un gago. haha. I just need someone to hug. It's so cold. History is repeating itself. one cold summer - remember? hahahaha. Freakshow. sheht. anjologz. hahahahaha.
I don't want to be Unhappy. I want to be Happy. and eat ice cream. and watch Full House. AGAIN. hahahaha. I'm sucha sucker for corny stuff.
I've been thinking sulking a lot lately. really. some changes had to be made. scary.. wooooo!
kagabi mraming fumifreakshow sa greenbelt. hindi ko na ikkwento. nakakahiya talaga. sooper-tenenenen-kilabot. haaaay,, nakakatawa text nio ko. bilis.
ceejae and bea dumaan sa tapat ng bedspace gbeLt..
ceejae:Wow!! Angganda naman dun!!*turo sa bedspace*
bea: Bedspace?? Dati na kaya yan??!!!
ceejae: gaga. ngayon lang nagka-beads. duh?
bea: hahahahahaha shutup.
sorry kung di kayo maka-relate. hahaha.
ceejae and bea shopping at BAYO..
bea: he's starting to fuck off....
ceejae: ooh..?? dati na kaya..
*silence*
bea and ceejae: hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
sorry.. between me and ceejae lang. haha. luftrif.
GONG CHAN:Don't you think you eat too much in the morning?
YOO RIN:I need energy to spend on something.
GONG CHAN:You eat well. It seems you eat more than Sally.
And somehow.. You look like Sally.
YOO RIN:Who's Sally?
GONG CHAN:Sally? Jake's mom in the yard.
GONG CHAN:Sally? Jake's mom in the yard.
GONG CHAN:Sally? Jake's mom in the yard.
YOO RIN:Huh?
YOO RIN:Are you saying I look like a dog?
GONG CHAN:Well, it's just you sleep anywhere and you eat anything.
YOO RIN:hmmmm..
YOO RIN:Mr. Seol Gong Chan!
YOO RIN:You look like a chicken!
YOO RIN:You look like a chicken! We raised back in the day..
YOO RIN:It crows anytime!
YOO RIN:Cooo! Coooo!
GONG CHAN:When did I crow?
YOO RIN:You peck people anytime and anywhere.
GONG CHAN:My Sally, eat and go up.
YOO RIN:You idiot chicken..
shyeahahahahaha.. they're so funny. hahaha... izkyut. dawntya agree..?? heehee... that's what happens when i stay home more often.. :D:D:D:D
still in pjamas.. hair messed up.. hindi agad ako lumabas para bumreakfast.. open nlng ng laptop. then sign in sa YM. ewan ko.. hahaha.. feel ko lang bigla.. tas ayun.. some things are making me sad.. but mejo umokay naman pakiramdam ko because of.. check this out..
craulo ka dan. ahaha. pero thanks.
shower time people. mag-mass kayo. wala ako sa mood magblog ng matino/ babye.
FROM THIS ANGLE.. I SUCK.
I'm a Lone angel.
floating above the surface of the earth.. laughing with delight because i could fly. but crying.. crying out of loneliness.
sometimes I'm happy. other times, I'm sad. But you can't really tell. caus sometimes, i feel both at the same time.
these days, i'm having a lot trouble paying attention. Maybe that's why my grades suck. My mind wanders. Then I drink too much coffee. And i can't sleep at night.
i'm a mess.
TODAY. We had..
-no english. hangsayasaya. i slept the whole morning.
-accounting. and got our midterm papers back. don't ask. or i will bite your heads off.
-stayed at viLLy's place. i wanted to finish reading my book but i ended up falling asleep while apriL and villy played sa pC niya. Gawd. the break was boring.
-mass at the football field. Happy feast day bosconians. ang sakit sa iskin nung hangin. sheeht. parang mga needle na gumagasgas pag humahangin. di nga. seryoso. kairita. dapat jumacket ako nun.
-watched fireworks after the mass. astigastig. angyaman. fireworks. ilang pagsabog din yhun ah. angganda. lyts off sa field. tas biglang BOOM..!! yun daw ung tweeshon fee namin. hahahahahaha. tawa ka naman gago. bukbokbugok..! hahaha. laughatonic lang kami buong araw habang tumatamvay. ganyan talaga.
-at shempre may day-ender tayo. una kumancel ung comparc bukas. tas biglang meron. tas biglang wala daw. tas ngayon final - MERON daw. oh. ayan. wag kayong pasaway may comparc daw wag kayo kumontra. wag kayo magalit. wag kayo sumimangot. wag kayo mabadtrip. wag kayo magmura. wag kayo magwala. wag kayo pumasok. opz. dumulas. hahahahaha. PUMASOK kayo. diba. ich a happy day. magkakasama nanaman tayo. so pasok kayo. hahahahahahahahahahahaha.
