Lastly, do enjoy your stay. :-)
i hate drama but i watch it happen. i call it - Life.
"i am not the nicest person in this planet. but i make up for it in looks and in taste."
I am in love with: the del Rosario, Mendoza and Saure Clan. High School girlfriends and College boyfriends AAANNNNDDD GIRLFRIENDS. :]] My schoolclickMe!and my bedroom. ice-cold Cherry Coke. Starbucks' venti Caramel Frap. Nenuco's scent. and Elizabeth Arden's Green Tea. Strawberries. Memories. and Love Stories. this CITY and its NIGHT Life. One Tree Hill's season three. All books and all seasons of Gossip Girl. Butch Walker's songs and knocknock jokes. Rainbows. Clouds. Sandcastles. Beachy brights. Happy Endings. Killer Sunsets. Sunny Days. and a romantic TWILIGHT.
When I say I love you, I mean it. I love hugging and being hugged. I love looking at the night sky using a telescope. Sometimes, I stay up all night long just to wait for the sunrise. ONe day, I would love to see the Northern Lights.. and ride the gondola in venice. and take a trip in a hot air balloon. and watch a meteor shower. and give more than i could afford to charity.
God, I MISS them. =) Ang sasaya lang talaga nitong mga gagong toh. hahaahhahahah. Okay, I've had conflicts with them before.. But hell, we've all been through those shit, right? It was hard. Because you know that even if you're angry, these people are the ones who matter. So you try to save things.. patch them up.. forget the damn pride.. say sorry irregardless who screwed up.. because no matter how twisted things end up, these people are the ones who'll stick with you through SICK and SIN. Owyeas. hahahahahha! Miss you, silly people. So much.
I miss saying "I miss you.." and hearing it back..
I miss hearing "ulooool.." and saying it back.. hahaha
I miss holding hands when no one's looking..
I miss hugging him when I'm happy..
I miss him hugging me when I'm sad..
I miss him stealing my stuff..
I miss pretending I want them back..
I miss stealing his stuff..
I miss him getting it, then giving it to me..
I miss him going with me when no one's left in school..
I miss holding on to him if he has to go home from school..
I miss the way we compete for higher scores..
I miss him sitting on my lap..
I miss putting my arm around him for fun..
I miss him putting his arm around me for evil intentions..
I miss him giving me stuff for no reason at all..
I miss giving him stuff for no reason at all..
I miss him teasing me..
I miss teasing him wit a better comeback.. hehe..
I miss my embarrassing moments with him..
I miss everyone saying.. "nilalanggam na kayo oh."
I miss how he'd understand everything..
I miss him calling..
I miss talking to him on the phone with nothing to talk about..
I miss talking to him till the wee hours pretending I'm not sleepy yet..
I miss sleeping on him while texting.. hehe...
I miss walking slow wen I'm with him..
I miss him making me walk faster..
I miss pretending I din't care...
I miss him defending me.. wich was when? haha...
I miss saying bad words when I'm mad.
I miss him looking at me in a "don't-say-bad-words" look.. and then saying.. "what?????".. hehe..
I miss him saying bad words when he’s mad.
I miss secretly smiling because he's saying bad words.. hahahahahah.
I miss him trying to make me play dota with them..
I miss him teasing me when I'm not in the mood..
I miss pretending to get mad at him..
I miss him saying sorry sincerely...
I miss sleeping in class when I sleep late at night talking to him...
I miss him waking me up by flooding...hahahah
I miss waking him up (when?) hahah
and aaaaallllll i want to say is I miss him. so f-in much. hahahahahahahahahhaha. Who knows i could actually type something that dramatic? LoL. This sucks. T__T
If I were a day of the week I would be: Friday.
If I were a time of day I would be: 11:44pm
If I were a planet I would be: Earth
If I were a sea animal I would be: a Mermaid with big boobs
If I were a direction I would be: West..who'll give you the most romantic sunset.
If I were a piece of furniture I would be: the perfect couch.
If I were a sin I would be: Lust.
If I were a historical figure I would be: Cleopatra. ha?
If I were a liquid I would be: Coca Cola
If I were a stone, I would be: a precious Diamond. :)
If I were a tree, I would be: Christmas Tree
If I were a bird, I would be: those fuschia pink birdies they sell on town fiestas hahahahha . id play with all the kids.
If I were a tool, I would be: screwdriver. for your brain.
If I were a flower/plant, I would be: a rose.
If I were a kind of weather, I would be: tropical!
If I were a mythical creature, I would be: Psyche.
If I were a musical instrument, I would be: Gwitarr. :))
If I were an animal, I would be: a flippin litol dolphin. ^___^
If I were a color, I would be: Scarlet..
If I were an emotion, I would be: Passion
If I were a vegetable, I would be: a salad. haha.
If I were a sound, I would be: ROCK.
If I were an element, I would be: Oxygen.
If I were a car, I would be: Beetle.
If I were a song, I would be: Material Girl? hahaha. keedeeng. -->> i'd be NEON.
If I were a movie, I would be directed by: Francis M. yehey!
If I were a book, I would be written by: Bob Ong. hahahahaha.
If I were a food, I would be: eaten.
If I were a place, I would be: Tokyo. or New York. :D
If I were a material, I would be: Cashmere.
If I were a taste, I would be: Bittersweet?
If I were a scent, I would be: Summer Fresh!!!
If I were a word, I would be: indomitable
If I were an object, I would be: a paper.
If I were a body part I would be: Eyes.
If I were a facial expression I would be: ^___o
If I were a subject in school I would be: Recess.
If I were a cartoon character I would be: Spongebob.
If I were a shape I would be a: Circle
If I were a number I would be: 13
ok here we go.. me and nikho already dressed and ready to leave any minute.. he's watching tV.. im on my laptop.. when i suddenly blurted out the lyrics to Mcdo's commercial..
Me: paparapa-puuurrrp..!
Nikho: Lerb ko to..!!!!
Me: Waw!! panu mu nalaman na *makes air quotes* "Lerb" ko to?
Nikho: Shempre.. ako pa.
Me: hahahahahahahahahaha
Ceejae..? Nandito ka na ba sa Pilipinas? haha. Gahd. I don't even know what time her arrival is. Anyhoo, text me bitch. I miss you. This day sucks like hell. Well, you know, you know, like, you know, i'm bored? hahahaha. chunginang expreshon yan.
Yeah, it should be. Haha. Summer is that oh, so fun time of the year where I can go beyond the limits and do crazy stuff. No homeworks, projects and school shit getting in the way. Days could actually pass without me glancing at the clock. Aahh.. pure bliss.
JUMBLED STUFF.
Have you people eaten SpamJam? I'm craving for it. Let's go to glorietta and eat SpamJam.
Speaking of eating, Nikho's still at QC probably eating veggies. ..gaya ng sabi ng tita ko na kasama nia dun.. hahahahaha. wujubiliv? he's actually eating those green-leafy-thingies. While.. Me, papa and mama are going out somewhere sometime tonight to have dinner and watch some live band. pwweeedeeee... haha.
Grabetee ah.. Alam niyu bang buhay pa si Ederlyn™? haha. I tried searching friendster, and dude! 394 results? haha. ang saya noh?
Most people are right, you know? -- That Geoff should get tired at MYX. Ugh. Come on. . Diba?? Anlala kaya niya.
But there's something worse.. tune in to RPN.. and there you go.. LADIES and GENTLEMEN - the TAGALIZED One Tree Hill. Hahaha. Sheht mga pare ang tindi talaga.. Here are the funny lines from one episode.. (copied from Bombastarr)
"Bibili ako ng KAFE at BISKATI."
(Nathan to Peyton)
"I'm SOO-REH na."
(before the game)
"One, choo, chee, Ray-vuns!"
"Like FATTER, like SUN."
(like father, like son)
(Nathan to Haley)
"Ikaw lang.. wala ng iba."
-- It's you or nobody else. Haha ang jologs ng kinalabasan!
(Haley to Nathan)
"Stap beeng a.. DYERK!"
-- Sheeeeeeet! This is crap!
and the most senseless:
"Tingnan niyo ito, ito'y pagkain."
-- Hey. Check it out. It’s called ‘dinner.’
HAHAHAHAHAHA!
Oh, san ka pa.. tinalo nila ETC. hahahahahahah. Sige na people. Please don't hate my new layout as much as I hate it. I'm changing it. Soon. Alis na kami. Dinner outside.
hello, everyone. hahahahahahahah. what a blogging opportunity. Kakagaling lang namin ni mama sa mall. Bought a lot of stuff.. bsta. Grbe sha kanina. She was like..
mama: hala! wala pa pala akong mga pang-summer!!!
..oo. as in.. she was yelling all over the house like a headless chicken. ops. teka.. how can a headless chicken yell? hahaha. what the hell. So,anyhoo.. she was whining about how nice it is to buy new summer outfits.. and there, there, there.. the next thing i know, we're already in the mall.. shopping bags in hand. haha. yeheyyy... grabetee. prang nung isang araw lang nasa glorietta aq and halos hindi kami magkasya ni mommy (lola) sa likod ng kuchi because of the shopping bags. oh,well. .. never walked through the front door without a shopping bag.. haha.
ceejae!!!! umuwi ka na.. let's go shoe shopping. heehee.
Give it up for me because nagawa kong maalagaan si axel and nikho ng magisa! yehey! we Went easter egg hunting after the morning mass.. played around and did a lot of kid stuff. haha. then sinurrender ko si axel kay tito paul. Nikho stayed with me tapos sinamahan ko sha sa toy store to buy the FireRed version Pokemon for his Gameboy. Anu ba yun? Ayoko sha samahan nung una pero he promised na magwiwithdraw daw sha then he'll buy me havaianas. OHAaaa... san ka pa... ang galante ng kapatid ko!!hahahahahahahah. So okay lang na hindi ako nakakuha ng prize nung egg hunting.. naiiyak na talaga ako nun.. wala akong makitang eggs.. T____T pero ich okey. ich super okeeeyyyy.. hahahaha
Yeah, we do it every year.
and Yeah, yun yung mahabang mahabang mass na una nakapatay muna lahat ng lights then may gagawin si Fr. Jun dun sa giant candle tas sisindihan nia then sisindihan din lahat ng white candles na hawak ng mga people. Then pagkablow nung candles.. madilim pa rin pero may dim light.. Tas may slide show tungkol sa Creation Story.. exciting yun. After ng creation, ung story naman nung tinest si Abraham.. then last, yung tungkol kay Moses. Anggaling. tas may mahabang mahabang mahabang (zirius, mahaba talaga) na reading. then after nung mga reading na un, lights on tas tatanggalin na lahat ng blanket na nakatakip kay Jesus Christ. This time, wala sha sa cross. ang nakadisplay sa altar, ung nagressurect na Jesus. So, all in all.. mahabang mass. pero maganda naman. and masaya because my whole family is there (minus Cj, of course... T_T I love you! I hope you're having a blast in LA). But it's still masaya here noh.. It's Officially Easter - 12:15 am na! haha. Happy Easter Everyone. So there, and I need to get back na kagad because we're having dinner. here sa haus. Mama prepared a lot. :)) Peace out y'all and enjoooyyyyyyyyy.
Yeah, the movie wasn't a waste of time. It was my first time to watch it and okay naman. See? may lesson din naman yung movie kahit na level-10-jologs yung pagka mushy niya. heheheheh.
after that pinanuod din nila ung walang kamatayang Kung ako na lang sana starring sharon and aga.. haha. so nakinuod na rin ako.
pasensha na kung nagmukang movie review tong post na to.
Bakit ba ganito ako magblog ngayon? hahahahahah.
i just got so weirded out this morning that i played with my hair and went all Claire Lyons on it. (uyyy .. natawa ka dun CEEJAE alam ko. haha.) i just thought, what in the world would i look like if i have bangs?? and Yeah. I was damn roit that I'd look ridiculous. hahahahaha.
Haaayyy nakow.. I should stop lazing around and fix my layout na. dawncha think?
*sigh* the things i do for my site. ♥
so anyhoo.. last night, we visited churches. yeah, we did it at the height of my sickness. Shit. I was seriously in pain. Haha. So, it was US minus the Dasalla's (because they did it earlier than us) minus Kuya (he went with the Dasalla's) minus Ceejae (she's in LA) and minus axel (he stayed at home with his dad playing PS). We ate sa Aristocrat in Malate then the usual kwentuhan followed after eating. We just stayed there until 2am.
And I'm still sick.
Funny how sometimes weight is not the point of being sick at all. I am usually perfectly fine. Maybe more than fine sometimes. But when that period of the month comes, everything just becomes screwed up. Ugh. Whatever. If this post didn't make sense. It's probably me, not you. haha.
A BLOG TO BEGIN THE DAY
-or did i really have a day? hahahha. Lots of people in YM asked me "how was my day" and shit.. and it was funny how i didn't know how to answer their kweschun.. because doi. I literally didn't have a day. hahahaha. when i got home from last night's party t'was nearly 5 am. just washed my face. threw my pumps off my feet. changed clothes. then fell face down on my bed and dozed off. that's LIFE while stuck here in manila with barely anything to do. hahahahahahaha. so there.. the last day i was awake.. was yesterday. yeah. yesterday SUCKED bigtime because of my grades. but it wasn't so bad after all. i kinda received an "i miss you" and "laview" from who else. sheeht. hahahahahahhhaha. cheeese. if i'm a cheese ako'y natunaw na. hahaha. ♥ anu ba???? just don't ruin it ok. zirius.
so here;s the survey.
A is for AGE: 18
B is for BESTFRIEND's name: ApriL Joyce Marie Espolon. haha. nice name.
C is for CORNY: lagi nman eh
D is for DAD's name: Dennis (bati na kami. belat.) Not everyone's got a dad (read: kwelang dad). I gotta thank this man for lotsa reasons.
E is for ESSENTIAL item i bring everywhere: cellphone and maneeee
F is for FAVORITE song at the moment: Look After You
G is for GIRLFRIENDS: april, mon, yogi, dan, hans..
oopz.. girls ba??
H is for HOMETOWN: bikini bottom
I is for INSTRUMENTS you play: gwitarr
J is for JAM or JELLY you like: strawberry mehn
K is for KIDS: axeL, caitLin and yogi. haha. wula lang,
L is for LIVING arrangements: luxurious. naks
M is for MOM's name: Laura
N is for NAME of sibling(s): Karl Nikho!
O is for OVERNIGHT hospital stay: most memrable, wen i
fractured my wrist.
P is for PHOBIA[s]: Dawgs
Q is for QUOTE you like: "Everyday's a fashion show." --Lauren Bosworth, Laguna Beach
R is for RELATIONSHIP that lasted the longest: my relationship with kim jeana tin amaine lucyl. yeah.. these girls are the craziest
S is for SINGER(s) you like most: Tyler Hilton? hahahahahahahaha
T is for TIME you wake up: 5:30 am on ordinary school days. :D
U is for UNIQUE trait: i see dead people. joke lang, gago.
V is for VEGETABLE you love: salad. (ha?)
W is for WORST habit: lipbiting?
X is for X-RAYS you've had: wrist and chest.
Y is for YUMMY food you make: cheese cake..? haha
Z is for ZODIAC sign: Capricorn
THIS SUMMER..
- fighting is out. i patched things up with my parents. so yeah.. the cash flow is back. (cash flow?) hahaha.
- stop moping about how im not with my friends. yeah what am i? in kindergartern? i can always meet up with them.
- watch the weight. it's really nice to go grocery shopping with mama .. and have her restrict me from buying junk foods. "..just eat fruits.."
- NO COKE. or no outing? haha. it was papa's stupid rule. hahahaha. so yeah no choice but to follow. wala ng softdrinks. kawawa naman ako.
- work my ass out. hahahaha. evening jog, everyone.
- have a room revamp. as soon as cj gets back from LA.. we're going shopping and buying new stuff for my room. new shoes. new flips. new swim stuff. new.. actually, new everything. shopping is not a sickness. it ees theraphy.
- get a LIFE.
Oha.. haha. Okay, this was supposed to be a zikrit.. but.. here you go: I GOT MY GRADES.
Don't ask.
go on..
I don't know if anyone of you had already been to caffeinerush's blog.. but you should read his entries. they're so f-in hilarious. hahah. most of you would probably relate to this post..read it for yourself and ENJOY:
it's sembreak na dude. (10.06.2004):
"shit i think i made bagsak my accounting na naman. i don't know if i should tell my mom because i'm afraid she might call me bobo again. she's like so bad vibes when she does that e. she's sobrang panira ng aura talaga. i'm like thinking of shifting away from my course na. it's not bagay anymore. i can't deny my true calling e. i don't care na what my mom says. i'm a writer naman talaga e. i should be making sulat. that's my true calling naman talaga e. i'm a lot better naman than most people who call themselves writers no. i don't care if my mom doesn't understand anymore. i have to put my foot down na. i have to tell her "mom, I'm not stupid, i'm just an artist!" na. i don't like this pressure anymore na.
pero i can't tell her yet. kasi if she knows na i flunked she might not let me go to bora. badvibes yung chicks that i invited. they didn't reply ha. except for one. she said "hus this?" pa. how kapal naman diba. fine then. i'll go to bora alone if i have to. i don't need the baggage naman e. they'll just cramp my style. ---caffeinerush
SEE..? yeah, LOL. Laugh out loud readers. hahahahaahahahhaha. anggaling nia noh..? from the "afraid" part to the "shifting-away-from-course".. he was amazing. haha. it was like he went inside my head and wrote down what i was thinking. *applause*. well, except for the mom-calling-me-stupid.. because my mom NEVER called me stupid or bobo or anything. I'm just really scared with my grades right now. Anything would be better than disappointing my parents. I'd rather die.
