Lastly, do enjoy your stay. :-)
i hate drama but i watch it happen. i call it - Life.
"i am not the nicest person in this planet. but i make up for it in looks and in taste."
I am in love with: the del Rosario, Mendoza and Saure Clan. High School girlfriends and College boyfriends AAANNNNDDD GIRLFRIENDS. :]] My schoolclickMe!and my bedroom. ice-cold Cherry Coke. Starbucks' venti Caramel Frap. Nenuco's scent. and Elizabeth Arden's Green Tea. Strawberries. Memories. and Love Stories. this CITY and its NIGHT Life. One Tree Hill's season three. All books and all seasons of Gossip Girl. Butch Walker's songs and knocknock jokes. Rainbows. Clouds. Sandcastles. Beachy brights. Happy Endings. Killer Sunsets. Sunny Days. and a romantic TWILIGHT.
When I say I love you, I mean it. I love hugging and being hugged. I love looking at the night sky using a telescope. Sometimes, I stay up all night long just to wait for the sunrise. ONe day, I would love to see the Northern Lights.. and ride the gondola in venice. and take a trip in a hot air balloon. and watch a meteor shower. and give more than i could afford to charity.
PFFFT..."some weirdo has taken take over my bestfriend" and i believe that's the precise explanation why April suddenly transformed into a DOTA addict. wooooh.. what's happening?
LET IT BURN
f*ck off you friggin fats. nyaha. i cracked up the treadmill a little faster when i went to the gym today. biked for like 25 minutes. did a number of sit ups.. believe me i lost count. played around with the 2-pound dawmbelz. it was one hell of a work out afternoon for Bea. *one big toothy grin* people who work out produce endorphins. and people who produce endorphins are happy people. and happy people sucks the fun out of everything. and that makes happy people suckers. oh crap. what did i say? haha.
fassssst forward....
CDAN
oh yeah.. i missed going home kasabay ni DAN.. and we did that today. funny, i always found myself slipping into a comfortable conversation with him. be it about lovelife (which we give a lot of shit about) or how some people just plain sucks for blowing off chances or how busy he has become or anything.. think of the most sentimental and corniest things on earth.. we can blather about that. haha. hai lab you DAN..!
we literally attended the two theo classes scheduled today for film viewing (first one is our class, the next one is the last theo class)- which means - viewing the movie 2 consecutive times. grabehTEE. as eeen. well that's what happens to people who really have nothing left to do. but actually.. the movie was effin guh-reat. it was a typical story of bestpwends ending up together. the humor in the story was pretty good.. but the drama part was a little too corny. i already watched the movie countless times in Cinema1.. that's why i can't figure why i DID enjoy it today.. maybe because i had MON bouncing up and down beside me. add squealing to that, too. And when some really sensible character in the movie said "Once you start lovin a person it would never stop", April started throwing me this knowing looks she always gave me when she knew that I am relating with the stawry. haha. and just imagine how both of them (MON and APRIL) squeezed me and shook me (literally).. when someone in the movie said "Ang problema kasi sa yo nasa harap mo na ayaw mo pang tignan." haaiiijuiceko poh.. talaga nga naman.. NOH?? ano nah? mag tag naman kayow..
oh well.. i just feel really great. :D
ENLIGHTENED
..days before our RETREAT, i was more busy scouring the malls for the perfect set of wardrobe i would wear for the weekend which we would spend reflecting.. than study for the MIDTERM exams which happened to be on those days before the retreat. I wasn't doing an ordinary shopping.. the one i do most of the time.. not the "what-you-see-is-what-you-get" kind of shopping. I was actually paying attention even to the tiniest details of a top i was lookin at. and HONESTLY, I was just after what I am goin to wear. I wasn't excited at all to reflect. I was thinking like, "I've done enough of that in highschool" or "I think this one won't work for me anymore" and i was already assuming that "It would be plain boring". It would just be an ordinary 2-day-bonding-session. But upon setting our foot on the tiled floor of the session hall of Don Bosco Seminary in Pque.. I suddenly felt this feeling of "give-it-a-shot-Bea-this-would-be-good". So I went with it.. despite the extreme attack of *kaantukan*, i kept myself wide awake.. (and i think the others did the same). We spent our friday afternoon & evening and saturday morning - listening to our retreat master Bro. Reggie.. doing some reality check.. singing feel good songs.. playing.. and the most wonderful part -- the confession. There were less words, more thoughts and even some tears. There was a nice (bit dramatic) sharing. There were stories unveiled and first impressions changed. There was gratitude and forgiveness. There were wishes. There was fun. and yum. haha. There were discoveries and lessons. There were hugs and kisses. There was PEACE. There was UNITY.
2-IT-B is LOVE
IT-A had always been home to me. Even when I transferred to IT-B, my original section had been in my mind all the time.. i felt sick being in a new environment. i felt like i just left Earth to live in Mars. It was hot and suffocating. And I thought that IT-B would never be meant for me. or for us who decided to transfer there. But they proved all of that wrong when they came out of their way just to make us feel the warmest welcome we've all been longing for. It was sweet. and it was the nicest feeling of belonging.
..Fashion Hour Juan is Love.. peepz from diffrent schools arrived so it was like a whole new diff atmosphere last night.. and guess what.. I even saw Tricia Hapz and anna marlaine (highschool friends) while watchin the show.. and after, we were like *gushing like prep school peepz* OMGiMissedYouHowAreYOuAaaaah!! .. haha.. well, u know girls.. that's us. Speaking of Girls, the mawdels last night did pretty well showing hawt stuff..! really.. their wardrobe was just effin guh-reat. Loved the girls.. And the boys? we-hell, for me, only one did a satisfying job on the runway.. the bosconian from DB Mes. haha. he looks a lot like Julian of *My Girl*.
Champagne For My Real Friends
the original plan was to go to Greenbelt after the Fashion Hour.. but.. something went all messy and screwed up which ruined the moods of EVERYONE (particularly the PC Adict members). or I guess I should say.. SOMEONE ruined everything. and as far as I know that EVERYTHING that SOMEONE destroyed was what EVERYONE worked for like hours.. let's say these hours began with P.M. and ended with A.M. Gawd. I was with them (on txt conversation) that night they were doin that project.. they barely slept. although im pretty sure they ate a lot. haha. *peace*. ok so then that's it. G-belt didn't push through.. so i ended up calling papa and telling him to pick me up na lang at Don Bosco because we're not heading to g-belt ainymore. Then we found ourselves sitting under that i-don't-know-its-name Tree. All offices closed, lights off in the building and only the little balls of light, which decorated the tree, gave a leetle brightness around.. and only US creating a pretty damn noise. nyaha.
Whenever we're trapped in this situation, like waiting for my sundo or something like that, we always found ourselves talking about senseless, sentimental, funny, sad, happy, unforgettable, anything and everything under the tree. haha. But whatever it is.. i love bein with these people. even if it meant missing a friday night in g-BeLt. woah. haha. can't bliv i said that. i looked around and noticed their faces.. *okay i don't do this often so this is like a really huge deal.*
OK so I looked around and saw the people i am with almost everyday of my college life.. they've been with me since the start and i couldn't imagine how i would've survived without them.. okay corny.. pls bear with me. :))
I saw HANS who's like the oldest *i think* among us.. but disregarding the age.. i do think he's the most mature around.. always there lookin out for us, making sure we get home safe, making sure we don't get to sit beside a perv. in english class. ahem.ahem., ready to talk or txt anytime, even @ 3 in the morning.. &always on duty protecting us. nux. *and that makes him an angel* HaiLoveYouKuyaHans!
Dan sat beside me nodding his head to whatever music was playin and at the same time checkin his phone *i think* for new messages from Girls *i think* or might also be checkin his phone calendar for the next event *i think*.. hehe.. I had always labeled him as PERFECTION. always teasing him with the line *Don't Mess With Perfection* really. what kind of crazy girl wouldn't go for this guy - smart, confident (but humble enough), freakin talented!, awesome b-ball puh-layer, good son (guaranteed) and duh? a friend of BEA! Wicked. :)) *apir* In the past months, I got to share with Dan some emotional ups and downs and the effed up twist and turns of our lovelives. And Gawd was he soo galing he got over those. and me too. hihi
Villy Joe L. whom I get to ride with on the way home a lot of times when I dawn't have sundo.. went home early. He's this super rich kid who rarely speaks and when he does, he'll get your attention and you'll laugh till soda comes out your nose.
And there'sJei-Em whom I got to connect with pretty well when I transfered to It-B. He's one of these really sweet people who gave us the warmest welcome in their block. He sat beside Airah who's also from IT-B. this girl is good. In just 2 months of being in the same section, she got to show me how good she can be in *tawanan mode*. Last night, i had the chance to talk to her about something serious and owemmjeee.. did she just tell me a secret..? haha. don't worry girl it's safe with me.
and how can i not notice.. there is... YOGI. he sat on that dirty floor for some reason i dawnt really know, apart from us who all sat on those stony upuan (if that's how you call it). hehe. Yogi is the LORD OF THE RICHEST who would sweep you off your feet with his *New Walkman Phone* yiieee!!!!, his DSL connection, his Too-FUnny-For-Words Jokes, his YFLH (Youth For Long Hair) membership (haha), his driver's license (soon to come daw) and his *ahem* LOOKS. Does this description qualify for a friendster testimonial???? haha. But what sets him aside from the rest is that he lives for one great mission. and that is to taunt me every minute he gets the chance to. or everytime he notices something worth teasing. hai naku.. consistent yan. everyday. every break time. every class. but he never wins. nyaha. dare to dream Yogi. hindi ako pikon! =)) see?
And I got fetched by the GLI @ around 11 i think. everyone thought papa would arrive @ 1 am.. but he proved them wrong. GO papa!! yourock! (not because of making sundo.. haha.. (hingi allowance later for gBeLT).. hihi.. *beggar mode*
**MyGirl is Love**
CLUB WEEK
..is one of the most happening event celebrated in my college every year. and booth hopping is one the hawtest thing this week. our campus has the most glammed up booths -- the footprint-walled TEATROng BUSKO booth, the bangin station of the newest MUSIC Org. and the DBITS Lounge (with the STARBUCKS Ambiance) -- these are only 3 of the best booths. We've all been spending the better half of all our time foolin around, enjoying the perks each booth has to offer and ahb-course, eating and eating and eating.. nyaha. Zagu and Pizza is Love.
And Today..
...Yogi did nothing but torture me with his uber-corning jokes. grabehTEE. Hans, Dan and the rest were off to somewhere-i-don't know and me&yogi were both left to make bantay sa DBITS Lounge. the scene was almost perfect.. the weather was just fine.. and i was actually feeling good. we were peacefully utilizing what we have there with us -- the PC and the laptop.. just relaxing and enjoying at the same time, watching a DVD which I honestly didn't understand and listening to the CD's i brought.. when Yogi suddenly transformed into something really REALLY horrible. then that's it. he showered me with lots and lots of tormenting jokes.. enough to send me to tears. NOT. haha. he didn't win. ; P LOLz
and now i sit here in front of my screen at eleven in the evening trying to blog. with my scattered notes beside me.. nawt actually minding the 2 scheduled quizzes tomorrow. haha. dream to pass Bea.
